stinkyguts

2005-12-22T08:22:00.000-08:00

meetin the gals tml to exchange our xmas gifts! can't wait to see them all and also of cause to see all my imported gifts. haha went town with jo and bing to shop for pressies albeit it was kinda late and rush. had been slackin too much at home and tht would probably explain the really stiff backache i had when not even up to an hour of shoppin. had a scanty yet very expensive piece of waffla topped with chocolate overload ice cream from Gelare or wadeva u spell it, had to admit it was pretty nice though it didn't fill my rumbling stomach. but just as well i wanna adhere to my diet scheme for the big christmas dinner! sighs tht pretty much marks the end of the holidays. school's startin soon and my piles of homework are still collectin dust somewhere in my room. groans. miss khoo's no longer teaching too and i'll really miss her lessons. she's the best in gm la. wth. magic of love is comin up on comin saturday. really dun feel like goin and thankfully i didn't purchase the tix earlier on. just havin a hunch tht it'll be borin and with certain ppl goin overly dressed puts me off. i know i'm bad and that i should support the event cause its my church's event. sighs its hard though

2005-12-04T08:11:00.000-08:00

MY

GOD

REIGNS

2005-11-30T05:12:00.000-08:00

gb camp's finally over. it wasn't tht bad afterall though it was super slack. kinda wish it would last longer.

something's amiss in my life and i'm still clinging on with the little vestige of hope that my life will change. there's a fusillade of troubles shooting right through me and its not only just problems with friends thats bringing me down. as i reflect on my life, i came to realise how barren my life has been all these while. if i could, i wished i never had to make decisions in life. if i could, i wished i never had to grow old and to stay as a baby forever. if i could, i wished i never had to come to this earth. and if i could, i really wished i never was born at all. everyone's walking away from me and i have no one to turn to. i want someone to confide in but who can really understand. i don't even know what's gotten into me.

right now, i just want to be in my God's embrace.

2005-11-25T07:22:00.000-08:00

fleeting moments of truths has finally surfaced. the whole story's takin on a new change, nothin seems to be right. i'm deflected from my life. who'll be my crony now? not u for sure.

my aussie cousin's back btw. walked through town and went home with sore feets. clarified my doubts abt the falun gong thingy finally. ended the day with a late night movie of Harry Potter and a whole tub full and popcorns.

i'm going down.

2005-11-07T04:34:00.000-08:00

cambodia. sighs. all the effort gone to a waste but i'm still believing tht my awesome God will create wonders :) i feel so lonely all of a sudden, not knowing why but i somehow can't escape the fact tht i dun have much friends around me. inner disputes going on here and there, wad kind of friends are we really? just superficial friends i suppose. much as i hate to say it but its so hard to find one tht u can really talk and share to. fun and laughter we may share but wad really goes on between us? do u even care? i really want to see my God soon.

2005-10-14T07:40:00.000-07:00

i'm so completely distraughted now. lately, i seem to have been accumulating layers and layers of massive folds of fats being compressed into my already protruding innocent tummy and causing an eyesore. and no i'm not getting a kick out of this and watching in pleasure as i find myself turnig fat-saturated. AHH I'M GROWING FAT! the hurting truth which i finally have to accept with much reluctance. sighs. i desperately have to shed off the extra kilos yet without exercising, which is almost impossible, unless of cause there are kind souls willing to sponsor me for treatment in Marie France Bodyline. wait till i find tht very person. AND I WILL! oh yes exams are over! off with the darn textbooks tht deprived me of my beauty sleep for endless nights. if possible i'll burn it in an eternal inferno but my momma won't be kind enough to buy me new textbooks again. just wait till i get my hands on them, with great pleasure and delight as i set them on fire and laughing like a hysterical hyena enjoying the gruesome sight like a demented sadist. this i certainly will get a kick out of . heh. but mummy says not to play with fire, leaving me with no choice but to obey. i sure wouldn't want to be the guinea pig for her new bought 100% rattan can. hurts leh!

2005-10-07T07:54:00.000-07:00

the social studies paper today is such a killer. bloody hell spent 25 minutes doing the wrong question wth la. but at least its over and lucky emath wasn't tht bad. so far eveything has been un-ducky, dun ask me wad tht means but someone gave me tht idea. lol and JY u better not throw the paper with ur name on it. i spent precious time durin the chinese exam to draw for u leh. so nice sumore. NOT EVERYONE HAS IT K. its priceless,authentic,geniune and u can't find it elsewhere. but the fact tht its hand drawn by me already speaks of how valuble it is. VERY HOR.

2005-09-23T05:36:00.000-07:00

wad a wonferfuuully fine day for me :)) heh. exams are coming and i've still not started revision at all. damn stressed la. besides tht i've still got many other things on my hands waiting to be done leaving me with no time to even sleep!!! MY MOST FUNDAMENTAL ENJOYMENT IN LIFE! actually i just can't wait till the exams are over then it'll be OLEH for me haha. i need VASELINE. dun really know wad it is la but according to nelson its seems like a all-wondrous-powerful miracle for dry skin, and SUPPOSEDLY to keep it smooth and supple. wah must definitely try. i'm still waiting for my mr darcus qia X)

2005-09-09T03:45:00.000-07:00

its been a long break since i've last updated. life was pretty much fineee so far. and i'm lovin my dearest bitch more and more each day. CHENG JEE YAN U HAD BETTER BE READIN THIS. feeling gleefully happy now especially since i've satisfied my tasteful buds with yummy treats from cafe cartel. FINALLY i am able to savour the delights there. and jy, i'm still waitin or ur plans to accumulate more money. then its off to marche and shop shop shop! i'm makin sure we'll pamper ourselves like never before!

2005-07-29T05:24:00.000-07:00

lately, i seemed to be eating quite alot and this ISN'T ME!! i must start on my diet. i really do enjoy eating and even though bumming around and getting fat isn't exactly a very prevalent hobby, i still happen to enjoy doing it.okay, this time i'll really stick to my diet on the following monday. I HAVE FAITH!

2005-07-07T02:12:00.000-07:00

all right. i'm on the threshold of my new life. tht includes my new diet plan,studying,doing homework and to listen attentively during ah lam lessons, which is the most demanding of all. I CAN!

2005-06-22T05:07:00.000-07:00

had a fab time out in town with jy today, though i didn't manage to buy my desired school bag but i still pretty much enjoyed myself. so long since i've last visited orchard, felt so alien. though i've stayed in spore all my life since child, i'm still clueless as to find my own way in orchard. leave me there alone and i bet i'll lose my way. had this little tiff with my mom a few days ago, and as usual she was being unreasonable. but i really want tht sweater!! no point dwelling.

2005-06-16T01:50:00.000-07:00

Though its the school hols, i somehow feel tht something is amiss. Perhaps its because of the recent Cambodia trip which i wanted very much to go but could not. shucks. nvm. I'll try to make it for end year instead. JY is there. argh! THT LUCKY BITCH. Its the same routine everyday, wake up, tv, computer,eat and sleep. Praying hard tht i'll still be able to squeeze in to my school skirt somehow, and hopefully the buckle won't give way. oh yea, i think i saw the tortoises in my house copulating. lols. I'm a good girl now. hehe.

2005-04-17T05:11:00.000-07:00

ok damn her..i hate her. i hate him. i hate them. in fact.. i hate them all. shucks.why can't u juz understand how i feel? the way u get so protected over ur precious sons and compared to how u treat me, the diff is juz to big. why not juz go pick up all the homeless MALE kids u find on the street and acknowlede them? seriously i think u should really consider so. can't u see ur precious sons are taking advantage of u? they dun even bother abt u k. the time they spent with their friends are even more than the number of times they spent with u.so stop acting like some kind of despo and quit acting like retards pouring urself all over their feet. do they even care abt u? the only time i can recall them talkin to u is only when they're in need on money and u? u juz happily give in to them. seriously wads the problem with u? do u like being such despos? can't u live without them? wads so great abt them? its not as if they're some kind of big shots. oh just get a mirror and see how dumb u are now. oh yea. thnks for prayin for me. really THANKS GRACE!

2005-03-02T04:25:00.000-08:00

yay! i'm finally blogging after a long break!! wohoo.. well.. actually i plan to make this entry short BUT sweet.. lol.. okies.. lets see.. wad shall i write.. erm.. anyway.. the sec 3 camp sux.. let mi repeat.. SEC 3 CAMP SUX. i was like so anticipating and looking forward to it.. but alas.. it wasn't up to my standard by a least bit.. AT ALL. pooh.. wasted 30 friggin bucks on tht stupid camp.. i've should have known better and stay at home instead.. i was pretty tired after the camp but still managed to hold on and went to swensens.. anyway.. i passed my chinese test.. haha.. but i did pretty badly.. haiz.. nvm. i'm havin tht FREAKIN A MATHS TEST AGAIN!! argh.. feelin so not well now.. hopefully i'll do well for it.. Geo is on nxt week too.. i'm bound to fail for tht.. no doubt abt it.. so lets juz pray and hope i'll pass.. haha. tml is cross country day.. i'm so not lookin foward to it at all.. except for the fact tht lessons are off tml.. wohoo.. haha. maybe i'll get a free ride on Jojo's car tml.. lol. my darling came over to my hse the other day.. we shared a spring chicken which i already had a craving for a long time.. but she ate an additional cup of instant noodle on top of tht and we both felt uncomforatbly bloated after tht huge meal.. SHE decided to take the stairs down although i didn't want to but i shall be kind and give in to her.. lol. i'm feelin really despo these days.. u dun hafta know for wad.. but i'm juz really so .. haha.. XD

2004-12-20T23:47:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO.. MERRY CHRISTMAS!! seasons greetings to all.. haha.. went out with yan today..supposed to meet her at singpost for lunch.. and as usual.. she was late. not surprising at all.. the lunch wasn't too good.. ate till we were both very full and she kept complaining she needed to relieve herself.. haha.. we went bck to school after tht. but the bookshop was closed.. den we went to some other place for a sit before headin for a drink at the bubbletea shop.. haha.. she said she wanted to go for a haircut.. so i accompanied her.. anyway.. today wasn't very good i guess.. quite a bore.. but we both got no $$$.. so must nake do with it lor.. anyway.. there's nthin much to blog abt.. but i'll try to make full use of this entry.. supposed to have a christmas party at poon house.. but its cancelled.. so.. nvm.. school's starting soon.. i'm really in no mood for schooling.. still in the holiday mood.. haiz.. i'll get over it somehow.. haha.. well.. guess thts all for today..

2004-12-08T05:49:00.000-08:00

haha.. i'm baccckk to blog.. lol.. so long since i've last updated.. and u might ask me why.. but the answer is obvious.. the stupid com is goin against me and i dunno why.. so much so tht i'm banned from it.. wad kind of crap is tht.. but nvm.. anyway.. the hols are bad.. way bad.. and i'm goin to some sick place this weekend.. namely M.A.L.A.YS.I.A.. sheesh.. tht means i'll hafta miss the gb anniversary dinner.. damnit.. but its ok.. i'll juz TRY to enjoy myself.. but i doubt i'll be..

i'm puttin on weight and i dun like a wee bit of it at all.. why can't i be born slim and slender.. haha..but i'll try to visit the gym whenever i'm free.. even though i know it'll be empty promises..

well.. lets tok abt the gb camp.. hmm... not so bad.. but could be better.. lots of room for improvement in terms of their food.. but wad do u expect from a camp anyway.. haha.. but the RA RA night made up for it

anyway.. i think i'm beggining to like gb again.. dun ask me why.. i dunno either.. haha..

2004-10-22T08:11:00.000-07:00

yay.. the stuck-up exams are finally over.. at long last.. no more late studyin.. haha.. i didn't study much anyway.. the post exam activities were lame , dumb , so not-enriching and very boring.. well.. but we managed to sneak out of the shaw hall and played hide-and-seek.. haha.. so hilarious... especially when poon fell over the dustbin.. lol.. stupid.. they shouted so damn loud when yun scared the hell outa them and we quickly ran away.. haha.. fun.. we'll do this more.. the so called "leadership program" was totally crap.. so full of nonsensical bullshit and shitty j wong was tokin in her standards again.. would be so much better staying at home.. there's gb tml.. and i dun wanna go.. i've lost so much interest in gb.. maybe i really shld have performed better towards my attitude in my studies.. perhaps that wouldn't have happened then.. oh well.. there's always nxt yr.. a particular cousin of mine said she almost had cyber sex with a guy.. cool eh.. have yet to try.. dun wanna name her.. give her watever dignity she's got left.. lol.. anyway.. the hols are coming.. and there's nthin to do.. i dun wanna attend drill sessions either.. i'm so can't be bothered anymore.. wads the use of going when i dun like any of the peeps in my sqd.. oh well.. we'll see.. guess what.. i won a piece of chocolate today during the shitty leadership program.. and its juz one piece.. how miserable AND pathetic.. had to share it between 3 ppl.. but it wasn't so bad after all.. and yes.. that brings me to my nxt point.. I'M DECLARING THE START OF MY DIET DURING THE SCHOOL HOLS... i really hafta watch my weight.. i'm so fat.. and i've already made much plans with my ai ren.. lol.. rite jeeyan..? haha.. but i doubt it'll work anyway.. who knows.. i might even put on weight.. haha.. better not think too much..

2004-10-17T03:11:00.000-07:00

back to blog.. been such a long time since i've last blog.. hopefully i'll be able to carch up.. well well.. exams are still counting down.. juz 3 more to go.. den i'll go crazy like an wild ass.. haha.. the papers so far are like shit.. as if i'd give a damn about kidney dialysis.. a downright stupid ques to ask for science.. well.. i dun wanna tok abt chinese.. its pretty obvious.. anyway.. all's predestined in life.. either u get it or u dun.. and failing my exams juz seems to be sumthing that's not gonna budge away from me.. it juz keeps on clinging on to me.. it found me and its never gonna leave.. hahaha.. anyway.. lets change sub.. hmm.. nothin to tok abt.. why not talk abt political affairs..?? haha.. as if i'll do that.. oh well .. juz seems like there's nthin to tok abt.. so till then.. tardars xxx

2004-10-01T23:06:00.000-07:00

hey.. guess wad.. ? exams are drawing nearer already but i've not even touched my textbooks yet.. how sad.. =X oh well.. lets juz hope that things will work its way out.. today is boring.. all alone at home again sufferin from hunger pangs.. if i were to suffer from an asthma or heart spasm.. i doubt anyone would know abt it.. tokin craps again.. according to my checklist.. i seem to have many things not done at all.. but i'm juz too lazy to move.. execpt for my fingers typin this entry now.. haha.. there's juz too much to study for the exams.. really dunno why i'm still here on the com instead of studyin.. juz thinkin of it makes me feel kinda worried abt where i'm gonna be next yr.. my science is bad.. my maths is bad.. so is my chinese , dnt and the rest that comes lining up waitin to be listed.. i shan't name them.. isn't it pretty obvious.. i'm juz bad in all my subjects.. nothin worth for me to comment on.. and thats me.. shitty ol'me.. sighin away.. pooh.. its a saturday.. and its 2.26pm.. and here i am facin the computer screen typin away.. ain't that typical..? if only something weird or interestin would occur.. maybe i'll dream of sumthing fun tonight.. something that'll catch my attention so much so that i dun wanna ever wake up again to carry on with this life that carries no purpose at all.. no sense of belonging.. ZILCH..my presence to others is superflous and it doesn't even make a difference without me in this world.. no one'll notice at all.. i'm juz nothin.. simply nothin.. get real.. its not as if i'm some hotshot or the next female version of einstein inventng something so miraculous that'll change the whole world.. even if i were to die now.. i doubt i'll appear in the headlines.. even if i did.. i bet it'll juz be a fraction of the papers and u might even hafta use a magnifying glass to read it...sheesh.. anway.. we;ll change topic... SHE'S A COQUETTE.. and a big one at that too.. she's been a bitch her whole life straight from birth.. a congenital bitch and liar.. i simply discriminate ppl like u.. ur death deserves no sympathy from others.. even if u were to die in a conflagration.. i'll still hate u.. u can die for all i care.. hypocrite.. u're juz a mere cypher in the organisation who would scarcely be missed..

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2004-09-29T04:52:00.000-07:00

sad sad sad.. boohoo.. haiz.. nvm.. i'll put the past behind me.. i dun wanna spoil my friendship with her.. cuz i know its not exactly her fault either.. maybe i should have tried to trust her too.. in any case.. i'm not gonna bother abt it anymore.. i'm gonna hafta change my attitude and to be kind towards her.. may the force be with me.. lol..

Pissed

2004-09-24T07:13:00.000-07:00

i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her I HATE HER..!
she's such a bitch and credit all goes to that foul rotten big mouth of hers.. she sucks... she really does.. i can't believe she actually did that to me.. she actually walked in and out of my life acting like my best friend.. but in actual fact.. she betrayed me.. all my trust in her.. all flushed out through that big damnit mouth of hers.. can't she keep things to herself..?? y tell the whole world.. its not as if she'll die if she keeps her mouth shut.. why feign innocent in front of mi but actually bad-mouthing abt mi at my back.. tryin to please both sides..?? she's such a boot-licker.. i hope u'll die a horrible and gruesome death.. maybe liver haemorrhage or being mangled in a shredder machine.. feedin u to sharks or cannibals isn't a bad idea too... i hope u'll suffer from never-ending terminal diseases and may u also contract AIDS.. and den followed on by persercution complex.. PERFRCT DEATH FOR YOU.. how nice.. listen well.. XXX... u better watch out for ur damnit arse and that little pathetic puny pussy of urs.. cuz i'm gonna pummel it alive till it sores and swells so hard that u can hardly walk.. i still can't belive u'd do this to me.. y act as if u know nthin..?? i'm so damn fucking pissed right now.. u're considered inimical to the people around you.. and stop acting as though u're very pretty.. ur hair sux.. eveything abt u is bad.. way bad..ur role as a perfect model bitch is inimitable.. i really really hate u .. and from now on.. u're no longer gonna be my friend.. ur presence is a nuisance to me.. U WATCH OUT...

Pussy club

2004-09-20T05:47:00.000-07:00

ALERT ALERT ALERT..!! thnks so much for ur attention.. hahaha.. i'm proud to say that i have successfully set up another organization.. and its called the.... * drum rolls *.... PUSSY CLUB..!! cool eh.. now.. there's no need to get jealous.. wad u gonna do if i'm juz born smart.. beautiful.... and everything nice..?? lol.. kiddin.. didn.t meant to be so bhb.. lol.. well.. wads nice to tok abt..?.. um.. lets talk abt last sat devotion.. it was bad.. WAY BAD.. terrible indeed.. haiz.. well.. at least its over.. we kept goin outa tune and candice and co was laughin till their ass drooped out.. how freakin irritating can it get.. nvm.. learn from past mistakes.. haiz.. still can't get over it.. nvm ... to jeeyan.. EXCLUSIVELY TO CHENG JEE YAN... thnks so much for ur craps on stage.. and no prob for helpin u get the tune.. luv u lots.. ai ren.. lol.. i've a hunch i'll do bad for sucky home econs.. to hell with ah leong.. teachin us intergrity when she has NONE herself.. ZERO... sheesh.. all h.e tchers are of the same breed i guess.. lol..

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2004-09-17T02:12:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA... i'm back again.. hopefully u guys missed mi.. lol.. didn't blog fer so many days and without any rational reason.. lol.. guess i'm juz kinda lazy.. hmm... exams startin soon.. the presure's goin on.. if only exams were optional.. sure dunno y sum sick in the head asses manage to score so damn well while the PERFECTLY NORMAL ones managed only to get bck results that are printed in red in the "muz-be-condemned" piece of fuckin result slip.. those thats sets exams papers muz be prosecuted and brought before the court.. MUST.. thats juz my wishful thinkin of cuz.. and to give them a life sentence without parole too..!! hahaha.. i'm not wicked kkz.. i'm juz pointin out my views.. hmm.. worth havin a debate on this subject.. HAHAHA..

dEmeNteD..

2004-09-08T04:50:00.000-07:00

help..!!! i'm suffering from very very severe depressions... and i need help desperately.. arrgh!!.. right now.. you can say i'm in a serious case of dementia and a few sessions of psychoanalysis might help to excise some of my subconscious fears... maybe my sickening and aggressive demeanour intimidates the people around me... but its not my fault kkz.. its not as if i want it... i'm tryin so damn f***ing hard to vindicate myself... haiz.. today was fine i guess... went out to study with jeeyan and *** ... lol.. he looks kinda strange though.. hahaha..

biTchEs..

2004-09-07T16:24:00.000-07:00

Calling all bitches
Bitches of the world unite
Together we will stand as one
Working and striving towards our common goal
TO ANNIHILATE ALL NON-BITCHES..
AND ALSO THOSE THAT ARE CONSIDERED CYPHERS IN MANKIND
I'm a fugly bitch and so are you
These are facts that can't be controverted
I'm game.... are you... ?

~ dedicated to all bitches.. ~ [[ The Bitches Creed ]]

stale..

2004-09-06T04:04:00.000-07:00

hmm.. feeling at the top of the world now.. at long last.. i've finally finished watching a 24 episodes korean serials drama.. though it was a long and gruelsome watch.. but who cares.. so long as i enjoy it.. the ending was superb.. absolutely perfect.. ohh.. how touching.. hahah.. getting crazy again.. today was fine.. spent the whole day watching vcds.. totally heaven.. felt as though there wasn't any intruders in my life.. if only everyday was like this.. haiz.. but thats part and parcel of life i guess.. anyway.. damn my ear hole again.. started to bleed again for no rational reasons.. haiz.. *sad*

alOOOha..!!

2004-09-05T23:35:00.000-07:00

hey.. whoa.. second entry liaoz.. feeling exicited as i'm typin out the day's events.. nthin peculiar happened today.. no signs of any extra terrestials or osama bin laden.. juz the same old boring dull day.. haiz.. my aunties came over.. AGAIN.. for their usual midnight mahjong session.. compulsive gamblers.. not surprising at all.. while they were gambling.. i was snuggling under the thick warm blanket in one of the rooms.. watching my all time favourite korean serials dramas.. totally addicted to it.. the life of two miserable man and woman.. caught and tangled in a web of love.. aka the "love triangle".. haiz.. how touching.. *sobs*.. lol.. anyway.. still trying to get the hang of this blog thingy.. quite new to it.. so pardon me if it suxs.. well i dun even think anyone will even bother to read it anyway.. *sighs* .. totally in a state of funk now.. tryin very hard improve my results.. juz hope that i'll be able to pull through.. help anyone..?? haha.. if only there aren't so much troubles in my agonising life.. feel as though there's a fusillade of troubles all shooting down at mi at one single shot.. as if i dun have enough of it.. according to my calculation.. that is if i'm not wrong.. i think the troubles i have now are enough to last me till my next life.. hahaha.. poor me.. i can already see my future.. living on the streets.. with no smpathy from others.. haha.. tryin not to be skeptical.. but.. well.. lets juz put that topic aside.. haha.. well.. i guess its a pretty long entry for a second time.. gotta stop.. ** peace out **

woOhoO!!

2004-09-04T21:33:00.000-07:00

yea man.. my first time blogging..pretty cool huh..thought it was kinda lame in the first place.. well.. oh heck.. haha.. um.. is there a standard procedere to say on my first time visit.?? hi.?? hello..?? dots.. downright lame -_____-".. lol.. well.. i suppse blogging gives a sense of peace and tranquility.. improves ur english too.. and thats wad i intend to do.. after getting back that stupid stinking piece of result slip.. to hell with it.. how i wish i could set a raging fire on it and throw the ashes away to an unhabited island.. oh well.. things juz aren't goin my way i guess.. ARRGH!!.. nothing special happened today.. except some peeps from the channel i tv show come with two indian guys.. its like they have a kind of smell on them.. but nothin compared to the man who came repairing the cranky phone.. damn my phone.. wad the hell is the world comin too.. anyway.. went back to my room and stayed there for good before the repair man left.. how i wish i had $$ to fumigate the house.. haiz.. the life of a typical poor gal.. how sad.. :< anyway.. things will work out pretty soon i guess.. yea.. and my irritating brother invited some of his friends over.. practically messed up everything.. they juz smaked their butts and out they went.. didn't even bother to clear up the mess.. totally exasperating.. haiz..