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Thursday, December 22, 2005
meetin the gals tml to exchange our xmas gifts! can't wait to see them all and also of cause to see all my imported gifts. haha went town with jo and bing to shop for pressies albeit it was kinda late and rush. had been slackin too much at home and tht would probably explain the really stiff backache i had when not even up to an hour of shoppin. had a scanty yet very expensive piece of waffla topped with chocolate overload ice cream from Gelare or wadeva u spell it, had to admit it was pretty nice though it didn't fill my rumbling stomach. but just as well i wanna adhere to my diet scheme for the big christmas dinner! sighs tht pretty much marks the end of the holidays. school's startin soon and my piles of homework are still collectin dust somewhere in my room. groans. miss khoo's no longer teaching too and i'll really miss her lessons. she's the best in gm la. wth. magic of love is comin up on comin saturday. really dun feel like goin and thankfully i didn't purchase the tix earlier on. just havin a hunch tht it'll be borin and with certain ppl goin overly dressed puts me off. i know i'm bad and that i should support the event cause its my church's event. sighs its hard though
jinwen
Sunday, December 04, 2005
MY
GOD
REIGNS
jinwen
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
gb camp's finally over. it wasn't tht bad afterall though it was super slack. kinda wish it would last longer.
something's amiss in my life and i'm still clinging on with the little vestige of hope that my life will change. there's a fusillade of troubles shooting right through me and its not only just problems with friends thats bringing me down. as i reflect on my life, i came to realise how barren my life has been all these while. if i could, i wished i never had to make decisions in life. if i could, i wished i never had to grow old and to stay as a baby forever. if i could, i wished i never had to come to this earth. and if i could, i really wished i never was born at all. everyone's walking away from me and i have no one to turn to. i want someone to confide in but who can really understand. i don't even know what's gotten into me.
right now, i just want to be in my God's embrace.
jinwen
Friday, November 25, 2005
fleeting moments of truths has finally surfaced. the whole story's takin on a new change, nothin seems to be right. i'm deflected from my life. who'll be my crony now? not u for sure.
my aussie cousin's back btw. walked through town and went home with sore feets. clarified my doubts abt the falun gong thingy finally. ended the day with a late night movie of Harry Potter and a whole tub full and popcorns.
i'm going down.
jinwen
Monday, November 07, 2005
cambodia. sighs. all the effort gone to a waste but i'm still believing tht my awesome God will create wonders :) i feel so lonely all of a sudden, not knowing why but i somehow can't escape the fact tht i dun have much friends around me. inner disputes going on here and there, wad kind of friends are we really? just superficial friends i suppose. much as i hate to say it but its so hard to find one tht u can really talk and share to. fun and laughter we may share but wad really goes on between us? do u even care? i really want to see my God soon.
jinwen
Friday, October 14, 2005
i'm so completely distraughted now. lately, i seem to have been accumulating layers and layers of massive folds of fats being compressed into my already protruding innocent tummy and causing an eyesore. and no i'm not getting a kick out of this and watching in pleasure as i find myself turnig fat-saturated. AHH I'M GROWING FAT! the hurting truth which i finally have to accept with much reluctance. sighs. i desperately have to shed off the extra kilos yet without exercising, which is almost impossible, unless of cause there are kind souls willing to sponsor me for treatment in Marie France Bodyline. wait till i find tht very person. AND I WILL! oh yes exams are over! off with the darn textbooks tht deprived me of my beauty sleep for endless nights. if possible i'll burn it in an eternal inferno but my momma won't be kind enough to buy me new textbooks again. just wait till i get my hands on them, with great pleasure and delight as i set them on fire and laughing like a hysterical hyena enjoying the gruesome sight like a demented sadist. this i certainly will get a kick out of . heh. but mummy says not to play with fire, leaving me with no choice but to obey. i sure wouldn't want to be the guinea pig for her new bought 100% rattan can. hurts leh!
jinwen
Friday, October 07, 2005
the social studies paper today is such a killer. bloody hell spent 25 minutes doing the wrong question wth la. but at least its over and lucky emath wasn't tht bad. so far eveything has been un-ducky, dun ask me wad tht means but someone gave me tht idea. lol and JY u better not throw the paper with ur name on it. i spent precious time durin the chinese exam to draw for u leh. so nice sumore. NOT EVERYONE HAS IT K. its priceless,authentic,geniune and u can't find it elsewhere. but the fact tht its hand drawn by me already speaks of how valuble it is. VERY HOR.
jinwen
